Is This Fictitious Story True for You? Vignette of Yerushalayim

I won’t ever get over an incident that happened 2 years ago. It is indelibly printed on my mind. I woke up one morning and I was in a total panic! I could not speak at all. I had to shake my wife to show her what had happened because I could not utter a word! My tongue was stuck to the roof of my mouth! My wife looked inside my mouth and she was horrified! She works in the medical community, but this was something very new. It was as if my tongue completely melded to the roof of my mouth! She was now concerned and got on the phone to schedule a doctors appointment for me. I could only get in the next day. By that time, another strange physical phenomenon materialized. My right hand had become extremely weak to the point I could not hardly grasp anything. I could barely use it to type on a keyboard. Now one of my chief ways to communicate now (writing and typing) and I could barely accomplish that! The doctor was mystified. He had never seen anything like this. Surgery was out of the question. He said the risks were enormous. He said it required much thought. He did not want to act in haste. I wrote on a piece of paper to him what the implications were if they could do nothing. He said this, “It would not be good. You may be able to get a few fluids in you, but you would not be able to eat. Towards the end, we may keep you comfortable and intravenously feed you.” Then the doctor was hesitant to say more. I wrote, “Doc, tell me the truth.” Finally, the doctor said, “It will be a slow agonizing death as you wither away.” I was already speechless so a morbid joke resonated in my mind thinking about my current situation.

Two weeks passed by and I lost a lot of weight, it was now Shabbat and I was preparing for my slow death. Somehow, I was lead to read Psalm 122.

1 I was glad when they said to me, “Let’s go to the YHVH’s house!” 2 Our feet are standing within your gates, Yerushalayim; 3 Yerushalayim, that is built as a city that is compact together; 4 where the tribes go up, even YHVH’s tribes, according to an ordinance for Yisrael, to give thanks to YHVH’s name. 5 For there are set thrones for judgment, the thrones of David’s house. 6 Pray for the peace of Yerushalayim. Those who love you will prosper. 7 Peace is within your walls, and prosperity within your palaces. 8 For my brothers’ and companions’ sakes, I will now say, “Peace be within you.” 9 For the sake of the house of YHVH our God, I will seek your good.

At that moment, unbeknownst to my wife, I realized that I secretly harbored bitterness toward the City of the Great King. A throne of judgment was set against me. A deep grieving resonated out of my spirit and I repented of everything I secretly said and thought about this beloved City. Instantly and miraculously, my right arm regained its strength and my tongue was released from the roof of my mouth! I shouted praises to Yerushalayim! I declared I would never think a thought or speak against her within myself ever again. My wife never knew I was harboring these thoughts. She rejoiced with me in my repentance. I will never forget that day. The God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob has been so gracious to us since that day. He has made a way for us to visit the Holy City for every pilgrimage feast since then. My brothers and my sisters, I implore you never speak against her for peace will leave you and your life will not prosper; seek her good all your days!!

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My Beloved Forever

I had heard about her when I was young, but never got a chance to see her until 1998. She is beautiful indeed! I hadn’t realized how much I missed her when I saw her again 11 years later in 2009. I told my wife about her and she wasn’t jealous even though she was always on mind and my number one joy.  My wife even heard of her and she even wanted to see her!  So in 2009 her prayer was answered and she saw her too in all her beauty.  I still couldn’t believe my wife wasn’t jealous!  Yerushalayim the City of the Great King, it took us another 6 years to see her again in 2015, but in 2016 we spent many days there during Sukkot/Tabernacles. My wife and I, now more than ever, have an even greater love for her than in times past! Yerushalayim, you are in my heart forever. As an offspring of the rebellious Northern Kingdom of Yisrael, I say no more shall I turn away. I will embrace you and will never let you go!

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How RtB changed a man’s life and marriage

I love this testimony from Pete. I sure hope that he can get this book into the hands of others. Enjoy.

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The tension between them was visible and he was clearly not comfortable.  My wife and I sat to the left of them for dinner on the first evening of the Second B’ney Yosef North America Summit in Mesa AZ.  His somewhat pointed and at times combative conversation with the gentleman to his right was curious, particularly because he was aggressive towards the Messianic perspective, yet he was in attendance at a BYNA event!

I listened a few minutes and realized his wife was ‘all in’ and he, not understanding even RtB ad FB clickbasic Hebraic thought, was here to protect her.  Later, I found out she was fervently praying for him and was happy that he had even come to dinner.  His plan, as I understood it, was to not participate at all.

My passion is to compassionately and clearly explain what we believe, and why, from the Scriptures.  I have a Masters…

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FLT PrePilot “Israel 4REAL Supersized”

My friend Ty is really doing some amazing things with his Footsteps of Lost Truth production. I don’t know if you are excited, but I sure am! It so clear that Abba is orchestrating some awesome connections in this production that will cause young and old to embrace the Land of our inheritance.

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A Picture Change

At the top of this blog, you will see a picture change.  Those are the hills above Shiloh where the Mishkan (Tabernacle)  rested.   This was the final resting place of the Mishkan in the Shomeron (Samaria).  Tragedy struck here as Eli son’s were killed and Eli the high priest died and the ark was taken by the Philistines (1 Sam. 4).  Eli’s sons did not recognize the Holy One’s authority over their lives (1 Sam. 2:12).  It is an indelible memory and scar of the sowing and reaping experienced by the Kingdom of Northern Yisrael in this place.  Let us never forget and let us always desire to dwell in His presence!   Let us encourage and strengthen (chazak, chazak)  one another to carry on the task to dwell under the Shadow of Elohim’s wings!

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Kickstarter Update #1

My friend Pete Rambo is starting a Kickstarter Campaign to raise funds for a book to be re-published through World Net Daily.  Please consider supporting his efforts to get his book “Repairing the Breach” into the hands of those who have begun the “inquiring process” about Torah and Messiah. This book is a good book to direct them to.

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The campaign is underway and it is exciting to see pledges come in.  Currently, we are sitting at 10% with about 10% of our time gone…  Please pass the word, share, etc.  If you need a banner or sidebar to promote this, check out what Hebrew Nation Radio has on their home page…

This is a very special opportunity to reach many, many people with the message of the Hebrew roots of our faith!!

To make a contribution, the Kickstarter page is here.

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Remnant Road hosted excellent conversation with Hebraic Native American leaders. Must listen!!

I agree totally with Pete. This was an awesome interview. This will give much greater understanding of how to honor our First Nations brothers and sisters.

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Recently, we have been considering boundaries and dishonor as we build toward an understanding of the role of protocol in removing shame and restoring honor.  The reason for pursuing this topic is it’s relation to recognizing the sins of our fathers and making amends.  It also involves our humbling.  Leviticus 26 says,

40 ‘If they confess their iniquity and the iniquity of their forefathers, in their unfaithfulness which they committed against Me, and also in their acting with hostility against Me—41 I also was acting with hostility against them, to bring them into the land of their enemies—or if their uncircumcised heart becomes humbled so that they then make amends for their iniquity,42 then I will remember My covenant with Jacob, and I will remember also My covenant with Isaac, and My covenant with Abraham as well, and I will remember the land.43 For the…

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